Just A Thought
It's pretty amusing. Who knew people were like this? After all, at some time, we're all new to this place they call "humanity"... But even is it exactly?
They say love is a beautiful thing... makes you smile, think about that person all day long, and basically all good things. It's a feeling you've never felt before. Seeing that person forgetting all our worries for a minute there. But what they never talk about is the aftermath. The pain,the sorrow, the gloating and retracing everything and trying to figure out what went wrong. This too, is a feeling you've never felt before,. Only difference, this one sucks. It changes you, makes you reconsider your life choices and probably take a turn for the worse. They never talk about these feelings, do they? Why is it that they portray only the good stuff? Unicorns pizzas and everything nice. But why don't they warn us about the really bad stuff too? Devils, bitter gourds and everything not so nice? It's not called being negative, it"s called being real. Experiences such as these break you. They make you cringe. They make you feel hatred towards yourself. And when I say it's not your fault, you know it is. Some part of you just knows, that no matter how much you know you couldn't have prevented it, but maybe you could have. It makes you doubt yourself. Not trust your own decisions and make you 10x more insecure than you already were. But then you can go and talk to your best friend.. who's always been there, but what if your best friend was the one who screwed you over? What do you do then?
They say love is a beautiful thing... makes you smile, think about that person all day long, and basically all good things. It's a feeling you've never felt before. Seeing that person forgetting all our worries for a minute there. But what they never talk about is the aftermath. The pain,the sorrow, the gloating and retracing everything and trying to figure out what went wrong. This too, is a feeling you've never felt before,. Only difference, this one sucks. It changes you, makes you reconsider your life choices and probably take a turn for the worse. They never talk about these feelings, do they? Why is it that they portray only the good stuff? Unicorns pizzas and everything nice. But why don't they warn us about the really bad stuff too? Devils, bitter gourds and everything not so nice? It's not called being negative, it"s called being real. Experiences such as these break you. They make you cringe. They make you feel hatred towards yourself. And when I say it's not your fault, you know it is. Some part of you just knows, that no matter how much you know you couldn't have prevented it, but maybe you could have. It makes you doubt yourself. Not trust your own decisions and make you 10x more insecure than you already were. But then you can go and talk to your best friend.. who's always been there, but what if your best friend was the one who screwed you over? What do you do then?
The whole part u wrote in the start is totally true..but i think the answer to ur question can only be given by ur best friend!!
ReplyDeleteHaha! Thanks!
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